woke up around three thirty cuz some rude person turned the tv on full bast to sales commercials none the less... i was so upset cuz it woke me up and it was too loud to go back to sleep so i had to put my headphones in and listen to music to go back to bed... then i woke up around six and went on a jog. it was so nice with a little cloudcover and just the right amount of wind.

when i got home i went to get a drink and beth came up the stairs and gave me the nastiest look so i went to my room and stayed in there till she left. finally got something to eat around ten then she came up and turned the tv off so i went to my room  ive been trying to avoid her all day and i havent said one word to her or even looked at her. she keeps giving me attitude like you would expect from a sour teenager not from an adult... she gives me these looks and is so rude. now shes just going out of her way to be mean when i didnt do anything.

tloday i helped dad weld the fence up and he let me do all the driving. at first i was really haopy but then it got old haveing to turn on and off the truck every five mins and going foward back forward back.it was fun tho. i went inside got a water bottle and sat on the couch cuz i was exhausted. not less than five mins beth comes up and says numm that was my spot, thank youn all rude to me. the whole couch was empty and she made me move. wtfs i mean really? the whole couch and i was in one small part of it and i have to move, fine but dont be a bitch aut it

i was supposed to go and wash cars for a drama fundraiser but i wasnt allowed to... and tonight was out party... sdo i get to go, no cuz ive been a bad girl so instead i get to stay home and watch harry potter seven with the family.... uggg first i do not like this family, sorry but no. and i dont like harry potter, call me crazy but i dont.

easters tomorrow... am i gunna do anything fun, we all sould know that answer, no, once again. i guess were having roast, one thing i loved about tawnya was she would cook and she was good at it, beth oj the other hand... she could make a pbj sandwhich gross... thats just sad. she doesnt know that healthy things can taste good. no easrer candy for me, which is sad cuz ive always had an easter basket for as long as i can remember... guess thats what i get for living with dad huh.

easter isnt about the candy or the gifts or the stuffed rabbits, its about our savior and what he went throught for us. dont get me wrong the objects are nice but theyre just object and wont help us in life. it still sucks i wont be doing anything fun...

right now im outside on this water tank cuz i cant be inside unless im in my room cuz of beth, and all the spies... yes we have spies in my house. everyone is on their own, trust noone and tell noone anything or you will be sorry. its a nice night you can see starts, or at least i think theyre stars, sometimes theyre really airplanes...

its gunna be sad leaving this place, ive gotten so used to everything and when i leave everything will change. sometimes theres two road so choose from and you have  to choose the best one for you, or rather the one that means the most to you. theres good things down both roads and both roads hold mysteries, which one do you take? the one you know youll have friends and everythings basically laid out for you or the one that you have no idea about but youll know youll be happy.  hard decision huh