when nothing goes right, go left... ive gone left and it only made things worst. now im having to retrace my steps so i can go right again. i was a fresh start when i move, a whole new beginning. no more of all this drama crap, No more of parent drama, no more dad or beth. NO more! i will keep a few friends and thats it. the ones who treat me right ill keep the others ill forget.


i hate feeling like my world is crahsing down on me and i cant do anything about it. i try to stand up and be strong but the ones falling on me are stronger. ive been through so much crap in my life, and yea its not fair. ive seen things and been through things i hope no one else has to go through. ive always wished for a better life, didnt have to be perfect just better than the one i got now. well i dont get it, i have what i have and i have to live with that.


why cant i be happy? why cant i do anything right? when will it get better? who knows? people try to make me happier but it doesnt help, saying sorry help a little but i just feel bad again. i need to go out and have some real fun so i can just forget about everything wrong in my life.