this mornign i woke and i knew sooner or later i would have to go through all my stuff in order to pack it all so i decided to go through everything. i took around 2 hours to clean up and look at everything and put it where it was supposed to go. i took a break becasue i was tired. jesse let me watch a movie on his computer so i was watching it, well sort of cuz it wasnt working, and beth came in and told me, "this room is gunna be cleaned right now, and when i mean clean i mean EVERYTHING" so after saying somethings under my breath i started to work. it was all finished besides vaccuming and the clothes but she said they were allowed to go in the laundry room.
jesse came in and we, all three of us, started tallking about how we HATE it here and what we like about our moms and just stuff in general. beth came in all pissy and asked what we were doing and i said nothing and she said, "bull shit, nothing is going on" so i said "we just talking as innocent as i would, with out my normal attitude. and she made fun of me and threw her head all round and replied, " 'were just talking' stop being a bitch, kelsey" and my smart ass mouth replied your one to talk. she blew up and opened my door as wide as it would go and said this door is to stay open. i may or may bot have said bull shit or somthing to that effect and shut my door. she pushed on it will all her strength and of course i was winning but jesse came over and helped. she yelled this is my house i can do whatever i want. my mouth once again replied, with out me thingkning i might add, thank the Lord im leaving. she walked off and said pack up your stuff.
after that i called my mom to let her know i may be coming home earlier than planned. after that i was full of anger and i couldnt stop shaking. jesse, tesa, and i just kept talking and stayed in my mom. tesa made the comment, 'were all dooomed' and we couldnt stop laughing cuz we knew it was true.
dad came home about an hour after everything went down. he came in our room and told us all to come with him. he sat on the couch and asked what was going on. no oone would say a single word for what seemed like ten minutes then he turned to tesa, cuz shes the weakest one, and asked what had happend. she started to explain everyting but i jumpped in cuz she wasnt saying it right. i tol hiim and he said he didnt want me talking back to beth like that. my dang mouth has gotten me in so much trouble already but i said, "you care if i talk back to beth but you dont care she called me a bitch" he said that she didnt call me one and so i argued for a bit then i just said whatever cuz i was done arging and he said that i already had my mind up.
my freaking mouth just wouldnt stop and i said yeah i wonder where i get that. he went off on me about talking back and said if i didnt stop then hed slap the piss out of me. so i said fine i wont talk to you. he said fine then sit your ass dont and dont say a word. jesse started to freak out and he let us go. about ten mins later i called my mom to tell her what was going on.
i came back in and started typing my heart away. he just came in and started say all this crap about how us leaving hurts them and how theyve tried to hard. then said beth had tried real hard to be closer to be.... blah blah blah i shut him out and wasnt paying attention. then he had the adacity to tell me to appologise to beth. i freaked out and folded my arms and got pissed. i could feel the reddness flowing to my cheeks and he said it wasnt right the way she acted but she still is an adult and i need to repect her. i said that i wouldnt say sorry cuz that would be lying and i was always told not to lie. he got pissed and said then i guess your going to hell just like me cuz people who dont forgive go to hell and stormed out of my room. then muttered if im going to hell might as well as have some fun with it.... wow
it bothers me to no end that she called me a bitch.... why would you call a child that, much less your spouses child? then dad asking me to say sorry, wtf! fat chance in hell i will say sorry. i didnt do anything to her, yes i was rude but still. she should say sorry to me for calling me that. wasy to make me feel worthless. she had done nothing nice to me since she found out i was leaving. thank the Lord im leaving. i dont think i can handle it here much longer.
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