Wednesday was not a good day. all week i was getting yelled at by people for doing something that i didnt do or just stupid reasons. the day before my teacher went off on me for saying "its never been that way" i didnt have attitude or anything. all my freidns were shocked she did that. anyway, i was having a bad week already and usually i take whatever someone says to me and blow it off but this week it was really bothering me. i texted beth to come and get me before it was time so she wouldnt be late. she hadnt come 13 mins later so i texted again, no reply. it was 18 mins after the time she was gunna get me so i walked home, its about 3-4 miles to home. i didnt mind walking but the fact that im a teenage gril walking home on a high way in the dark makes me upset. i finally got home and went straight to my room threw my stuff down and went to the bathroom so i wouldnt have to deal with anyone. my sis opened the door and told me to get my clothes, i blew up and said go away i dont care. not more thatn 5 seconds later beth yelled and me and asked what was going on. i told her to leave me alone im not in the mood but she kept yelling. i started to cry and yelled i was pissed i had to walk home. she told me that she texted me, which she didnt and i told her to get me at 730 not 7 and that i was supposed to txt her and i told her id did and she called me a liar and said i was bullshit. i yelled back and she slamed my door and cried to my dad over the phone. so next time i see him im gunna get yelled at... yah me!
tesa came in and saw i was crying and gave me a hug and said, "i love you" even though i had just yelled at her not but 5 mins ago. she got me some dinner and water. she was being so sweet and did whatever she could to make me happier. we even had a warm hearted conversation, i cant remember the last time we did that. i LOVE that girl! shes the best sister ever! i am so glad God gave her to me, he knew i would need her someday, that day is now and for the rest of my life.
Yesterday had to have been the longest day in my life. i didnt get to bed the night before till about 1030 and woke up at 420. i got ready and went to school, missing seminary. in the morning i got a teddy bear from a close friend. i got pulled out of school at 945 to go to Queen Creek Performing Arts Center. i was there until 830 last night and didnt go to bed until about 1030 again. i was so tired the last few hours we were their that i couldnt keep my eyes open. my feet were killing em and my body ached. it was a long day. the first run through we did very good, almost no one made any mistakes. the second run through was terrible, my worst yet. everyone messed up even me and i hadnt messed up yet. so much for that. lol we got the stage make up and had to put it on. i did some boys make up... hahah it was the funniest thing ever, love ya Gilbert. someone came in and filmed us after that and they said i did the best ive ever done which made my day.
today is the day of our first play. im a little nervous but in know we will do great. i wasnt able to do any of my work all week so im a little stressed out about that but i think once this is all over things may go back to the way they were. i just hope i dont go tot sleep in class...
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