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great weekend! on Friday Tessa came and got us. jesse was missing.... we got to meet her sister and mother. their whole family is so pretty and nice. we went ot yvonnes and had the bridal shower. grandma was there and i got to see wendy and timmy. it was so good to see all the family. that night grandma took us to her house.

tesa decided to poke me until i woke me up at 530. cheri came and took tesa and i got corbin. he has gotten so much bigger! he was good but he started to get a little grouchy. when mom came home she had walmart bags and i went through them and i found exactly what i was looking for, COOKIE DOUGH!!!! i ran into the kitchen with it in my arms got a spoon and ran back and sat on the couch and dug in. my mom said i was weird lol. i dont know why but i LOVE cookie dough. my grandma pointed out it says do not consume until baked on the front of it but i didnt care.

SKIP NEXT PHARAGRAPH, if you have a weak stumach...

after that a guy came to buy some sheep, not only buy them but slauder them. i went out to help my grandfather, hes old. it was good i was there because they needed some help. i thought the guy was gunna shoot them but i was so WRONG! he left to get whai thought was a gun but turned out to be a razar sharp knife. before he left my grandpa said, kelsey you can leave now if you want. i said no im good because i didnt know... the guy came over stepped over the sheep, inserted the knife and it went straight threw the poor sheep. there was blood flying everywhere and i could feel my stumach turning. its head just layed there with no ability to move it. finally we got it on the wagon to take into the barn. he broke off the holves with such force the just snapped like twigs under your feet. then he went to skinning it. first he started at the rear end of the sheep working his way around the legs. then went to the middle of her belly and inserted the knife breaking the skin. he cut back some of it then used his arm in a fist and shoved it between the skin and meat. when the ewe had no more skin he hung her up by the ancles, or where they would have been. he cut he from the back end down the middle. you could see her heart still beating even though she had been dead for more than 30 mins. all the organs feel out of her. the stumach fell out and bursted open. that was the WORST smell id ever smelt. it was worst then a dairy farm... it was bad. he cleaned her out and fed some of the fat to the dogs. at one point he told me to get a saw out of the cooler in his truck, not expecting anything i opened it right open and saw raw flesh from a pig. the also has me hold this part of the sheep, by her neck, no idea what it was, and then tie a string about it. i finally had to go inside from the smell and didnt help with the other sheep. i took a shower and washed off several times to get rid of the raw flesh smell and stumach acid.

didnt do much the rest of the day. went to cheri's and had dinner. then we went to walmart and i got hair dye. what color? PLATNUM BLONDE!!! i am that blonde, no but i am blonde. we got home about 9not sure. we started it about 10. it took like a hour and a half just to pull all my hair into the stupid cap becasue its so long and thick. we got the dye in, oh my goodness it smelt very ummm strong.. and i didnt wash it out until about 1:40, i may have fallen asleep with it in lol. we washed it out and it was looking oragne so i got upset and slep on the couch. i also dyed moms hair, it looks really cool... at least to me. grandma told me we looked ike twins now.

i woke up about 6 and went into the bed and went back to bed. mom woke me up around 9. we were going to redye my hair but we didnt. she told me they found a dead goat with a hole in it like it had been shot. no gun shots were heard all night so we dont know what happened. we were gunna go to church but mom didnt feel good so we didnt. time passed so fast sunday. i dint do much besides my homework. dad came early to get us for once, it made me mad because hes always late so i wasnt ready to go. grandma was making muffins but they werent ready since he was early. :(

i was a long trip but i had my phone which probably saved me. when i got home i had to change and go to BYD. my first one here and my last... cool. i got ice cream and we all stared walking home. i did call dad but he didnt answer so we jsut walked but kayla was still at the church so jerna went back. few mins later beth dove my slowed down then threw her hands into the air and sped off right passed us, i was like what the heck? on the way back she picked us up but she had so much attitude about it. heck i was trying to get home because everyone usually forgets about me.

i cleaned my room a bit and went to bed. woke up this morning and got dressed. its a good day. everyone so far has said they REALLY like my hair. about 7 people and its only 9 a.m. well todays gunna be a great day and nothing is gunna screw it up, NOTHING! ;P