NEWS

So most of you have probably heard already, i am moving back to my moms... there is some very strong mixed feelings here. i want to stay because of friends and school but im glad to be able to move back to my moms. im guessing that im moving after this school year is over although im not sure. you may be wondering how i found out the news, well when i got home yesterday my dad called me and jesse down stairs and told us, " i hope your happy, you guys got what you wanted. your moving back to your moms. i dont think you understand how much this will affect you..." thats all i was told on this subject and i know nothing more.

i want my last few days here to be unforgetable. i rather not dwell on what is to come but have the best time i can while it lasts, and id rather not cry. to all my friends i hope you know i already miss you and love you even more. im glad i had the opportunity to come here and learn about this unforgetable expirence. life may be hard but i will get through it, i have before... lol

Something New

Watched Gabbys game yesterday, which went on FOREVER, then went to In-and-Out for dinner. Then we went back to her house and took a few pic. It was fun and im glad i was able to go. When i woke up i made the bed and sat down to get my clothes right when gabby walked in to wake me up for seminary and asked if i even slept last night. What did she think i did? Sneak out in the middle of the night? really? lol.

i bet you are all wondering what is going on with court. well im not sure yet. the judge is supposed to send a letter telling us what his decision is. whatever it ends up being, i am fine with it. Its supposed to happen because we all know, Everything happens for a reason. if i move back to moms i will definantly miss all my awesome friends and i hope they all know what an impact they have made on my life and if i dont move and stay here at my dads, well i sure will miss being able to see the family all the time. 

Drama Drama Drama...Drama

there has been so much drama lately and its all been because of me... i dont know what it is with me but drama always seems to find me and make me feel like crap. i hate it when someone asks whats wrong with you thinking theres something wrong when theres nothing wrong. it makes me feel bad about myself. ive been told im pretty or beautiful or gorgous but i still dont believe it, i think im no where near any of those words. i feel so mean... i quite. i almost bursted into tears in class today, i just want my mlm to hold me and tell me everything will be okay. i need my friends to help me and not pressure me but just comfort me and tell me everything will work out for the best, but they dont.... everything happens for a reason, sometimes we dont like the reason but thats just the way it is...

The Stake Dance.....

on saturday there was a stake dance and dad always makes me go. to start off i had been to four other dances and had pretty bad luck. so i got ready and pick up two friends, gabby and emily. when we got the there was almost no one, but some of our friends so we went over to hangout with them. right away i gotg asked by this guy who was really shy but i was nice to him. then my friend, cooper, asked me to dance. when walking by another friend i thought id do the old tap on ur shoulder and make you look the other way, i did and then he said oh you wanna dance so.... i had to dance. then some stranger told me to dance with this guy that was sitting do on a chair and i did to be nice. i also danced with my step brother, and another one of my friends, so i got a total of six slow songs and then my girl friends and i danced to the fast ones..... it was a pretty awesome night, except for the part where cooper picked me up and tripped and dropped me...haha it was pretty funny. also he kept walking around with me at the dance and i stole his phone and started chasing me around trying to get it and this boy from our yard kept laughing at me, wyatt, as well as his friends and he told his dad i have a boyfriend, which is funny because im not sixteen and he has someone he like.... so were just friends and nothing more......

so in church his dad, bro reynolds, told me that then walked off so i couldnt explain anything, not fair. but ill see him today because were going to a rodeo at his house and im so excited, were just gunna ride horses and small jersy bulls.... its gunna be fun. my best friend,here, is also supposed to ride one but i think she may chicken out...lol haha we go back to school tomorrow and im excited for seminary. but not so much school.

life is good some days but not as well as others. i hope

school is nice here. i have alot of friends and theyre all nice. i am playing volleyball but glad the seasons almost over. i only have six classes but i dont go to every one most days. my lunches change every day from one hour to the next. its all confusing but i like it. i have more time to complete my homework. haha

i have been going to dances lately. not sure how i feel about the quite yet... i love my leaders and my ward they have been very sweet and welcoming. i have been reading and praying everyday and it has blessed my life tremendously. days that should have been night mares are fine with no fuss and im learning so many new things. i also am going to early morning seminary every day at five fifthy... really early but i love it, it jump starts my day and makes it smoother. im so glad to have been blessed with the gospel in my life.

life at home is hard at times. if dads mad then everyones upset but iis benn mostly okay. i havent gotten into as many fights and things have worked out pretty good. i have some in the begining of this adventure but its all been worked out... so far

i miss all my family and friends and i have relized what a huge impact you have been on my life. i love you all and pray for you everyday. be safe, i dont know what i would do with out any one of you. i also wanna say i love my mom so greatly there isnt any words for it and im so proud of you, i dont care what anyone else thinks.

i hope to see you all at thanksgiving thats coming up soon and i want to write at least once a weekb if not more, i want to keep you all up dated on how things are going. you can email me at kelseyjo333@gmail.com or call me. im not sure how my blog works quite yet but im working on it. i love you all and can use your prayers daily.

love,

kelsey jo reidhead

Okay so im not so good at the posting. but i have one! yeah. Okay so i ve had alot to do. like babysitting and going crazy. i also am hidding from my dad. dont want anything to do with him. he left us and so if he wants me back too bad cause ive dropped him from my life. and my mom has nothing what so ever to do with this, but he bugs me how when we were little he didnt take us and now that he can watch him new cooler kids he wants us.
enough about him! i went tubing with my family and Bridgette! it was cool! i was scared for i almost fell in about 3 times and went under a huge tree but my mom saved me! the world couldnt survive without moms to take care of us and guild us! if i lost my mom life would be very hard and i caouldnt stand it.
this weekend tesa and i went ot yvonnes and stayed the weekend till tuseday! we went swimming and to olive garden( for my first time) it was good. not my fav. but good. we went to 17 again and that was funny. we also say confessions of a shoppaholic. it was so weird. the girl is a looney, youll now what i mean if you watch it.

htg,
KelseyJo